My Queen

I can never explain the ways I felt growing up without you, playing the cards I was dealt. There were always many things I wanted to say, my dreams and new thoughts that came each day I wish I could take back some of the skeptical things I've said To be more respectful, listen, be positive instead. At times I felt you were never listening to what I would say, so I'd get angry and react in the wrong way. I understand that it took some time for me to change my ways, I prayed for this each night and even some days. Although you'd never see the true feelings I'd hide I love you very much, deep down inside. Always my mother, and never my friend, so you could not see the angry little girl that lay within me. Notice how I've changed each and every day I've grown to follow your footsteps, but in a different way. Although I'm quite unsure of where the road might lead, If you stay by my side I promise I will be okay. I am your child and I love you dearly Thanks for all you've done mom truly and sincerely to me you're very special like no other. And even though you made your mistakes, I will always love you.